Looking back, the last two years seemed to be the busiest for me. Forcing myself to take classes from St. Thomas was tough, but I know that was the only way for me to find security here. Last year’s experience was an eye opener that you can’t be complacent, nor contented. I am pretty proud of myself. After so many tries in Adamson, ASI and Perpetual Help College, I was able to break the curse; that I can finish what I have started.
Of course, I am not yet done. The state certification hangs over my head. A hurdle that needs to be met head on. But we are getting there.
When I heard my classmates proceeding to LPC, there’ s this envy deep inside me. I feel I can do it and want to do it. What is 4 classes compared to what we have gone through. Plus, the more you take classes, the more it gets easy. Yet, I know I have to stop, probably for a year. I can get there, if I want to. But it seemed, Zach and Coco grow so fast that I need a lot of catching up. I also need to give Jaz a break. She deserves it.
For unknown reason, I am looking forward for the coming Spring. I am ready to plant and pet our first chicken.
Let’s reboot.
