PAIN AND PAIN

I was trying to ignore this lower abdomen pain that I am experiencing, partly because I was afraid of the diagnosis it may bring and the bills it may incur us. But lately, its not going away. No matter how I prayed and played, it comes back once I am rested and settled.

Of course, I am afraid. How could not one be. But right now, I am praying that it goes away...again.

And of course, i am praying that there is nothing serious about this, that this is just part of the stress I am experiencing. That the moment I relaxes myself, take the event less seriously and exercise.

I am thinking of going back to my college lifestyle. But is there one? I am thinking of going vegan, but will I endure? There is one thing that I should start doing instead, loosen up and shake my body. I know I am very much lacking with exercise. And I should start sooner than later.

Is aging trying to caught up with me? Am I aging fast or I am just neglecting my body? Right now I feel like 50, although my mind feels like 25.

I better get going.